I’m welcoming in 2025.

Can’t wait until it arrives

Will I live to see it through

Will all I care about survive?

I’m anxious with anticipation

as this number of this year gets left behind

and the new beckons in my compartmentalized consciousness

separating numbers/dates as if it means a thing

yet I look forward to the existential leap into the future that starts now

at midnight

everywhere in the world that carries this colonial calendar.

It’s what I’ve got to give definition to the line of past/future

Seeing the future in anticipation, 

will I live to see it through

Will you?

will all we care about survive?
========== fayvictor

I am so grateful to be here, still on the planet with you all. Bringing in this new year

2024 was a mixed bag of kryptonite and joy. Deeply painful and deliciously precious moments. I had highs in 2024 that I’ve never known and had lows I never knew I could handle. Still I’m here, healthy and mostly whole.

I’m humbled by my own jaded sense of ‘understanding’ life to realize that there is yet so much for me to learn and experience. The gamut of life is endless, even when we’re no longer here. 

I move in 2025 with a milestone birthday in the mix, with beautiful work ahead with folks that I love and admire and the promise to take care of myself and those I love better and with deeper intention. 

We all move into this year anxious of what’s to come. I feel that building your community is key to whatever transpires and get a passport, if you don’t have one already. Please. 

May you all find the peace, prosperity and joy you’ve been seeking this year. Just don’t hurt nobody doing it. LOL

Some Experiences that Blew My Mind This Year

*Traveling through the night to visit a dying friend. The days spent with him were precious.

*Traveling to Jamaica to celebrate my aunt’s 75th Birthday. We had a ball and it was well timed. Just 4 days earlier, Jochem had a serious panic attack that we first thought was a heart attack. 

The resort stay was what the Doctor of the universe ordered.  He’s OK now.

*Composing and premiering an 8 bassoon piece called NURTURE for Rebekah Heller’s Bassoon ensemble at the Fridman Gallery

*Learning and performing the Psalm of Akhnaten; ca. 1365-1348 B.C. for Talib Rasul Hakim at the New York Performing Library/Lincoln Center with the International Contemporary Ensemble and Either/Or Ensemble

*Performing Bonita Oliver’s For Namesake, which asked the performers to search their own history around our names. This was a powerful work that took me on a journey through family history I didn’t know. especially about my great-grandfather’s successful shipping and design business in Guyana that spawned features in UK and American shipping magazines.  Bonita’s work spawned this discovery.

*Getting back out on the road for the first time since the pandemic. I was out for close to 2 months and it was amazing to be out there again and I want to do it more.  My body was yelling and screaming at me by the time I got home for Christmas, though. It’s clear I need to give my body more care if I want to keep performing on a touring schedule. Also, can we talk about how HARD travel is on our bodies? 

How lugging luggage causes us to twist our bodies in weird ways and the constant conforming to small spaces on planes (I don’t care WHAT class you fly in…) is truly a lot. Still, I want IN!

Performing Herbie Nichols Music at Dizzy’s and The Jazz Gallery in NYC + Industrie Salon in Berlin. Performing Herbie Nichols music IS a spiritual experience for me.

Working, performing and presenting a piece with the Glasgow Improvisers Orchestra! These are next level humans and great musicians.

Meeting and connecting deeply with vocal powerhouses Elaine Mitchener and Maggie Nicols.  These two vocalists made me feel seen and heard in a way I’ve never experienced before and singing with them both was a dream.

Coming UP!

Herbie Nichols SUNG at the Winter Jazz Fest!

We’ll open up for Aja Monet on the opening night of the Festival at Le Poisson Rouge in NYC, yall. 
Le Poisson Rouge, 158 Bleecker Street NYC 
6:30 PM Doors | 7:30 PM Show 
Herbie Nichols SUNG performs at 8:15PM (ONE SET ONLY)

Get your TIX at the link
Herbie Nichols SUNG
Fay Victor – voice, words, concept
Anthony Coleman – piano
Michael Attias – saxophone (alto/baritone)
Ratzo Harris – double bass
Tom Rainey – drums